This seems to be a question, I am asked frequently. At times my emotions run the full spectrum, but I rest in the fact that He who calls --it is He who will be there for all the question marks that I might have. It is my privilege to stand behind the love of life, James--supporting him in prayer, answering his phone calls regardless of what time it might be, and trying to keep information updated because he is so busy. For you that read the blog---THANKS so very much.